synthesis of nothing

I can't
I can't sleep again tonight
Now show me.. what is behind your smile
and I'll show you what is behind my mask
「G o o d B y e」dear, GoodBye to myself
We'll fly high, hold my hand
we won't fall, we won't die, we won't live..
we won't..
Like if I wanted to forget you, It's that I can't
we won't cry, we won't laugh..
you had a name, now, you are nothing
In the local T.V. program, than one we never watch,
I'm still waiting at the park bench
down the dead tree
Little butterflies flown
Little birds flown
never stop
Like our hand
never letting go..
I still hearing yout voice through the speaker.

ゆめ

I see the baby crying, balloons in the sky & the T.V. with no signal. And your voice doesn't sound like music in my ear. stunning my ears. the sound of the chopped off finger, the noisy silence in the room & the phone that don't stop ringing. The fly in the petrified food, the storm in the glass, the trick in the gift & the baby keep crying.
If it is a dream
wake me up
If it is real
just kill me.